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[ORIGINAL] How many roads must a man walk down (before you can Call Him A Man? )

Title: How many roads must a man walk down (before you can Call Him A Man?)
Fandom: Original -Our dolls-
Characters: Billy and Franz (Francis William)
Chapter: 3 of Part 4
3.1
Rating: nc15 (language)
Word Count: 10,844 (fidipa) (1979 to koorime_yu and my 8865)
Beta : I have to thank sourcream_onion for alpha reading, cuddling, the reporting of obscene phrases and all endurance.
Disclaimer: Billy, Franz and all the merry company owned koorime_yu and I, are used without permission if they become boring and petulant straight homophobic ... believe me, just not worth the effort! XDDD
Warnings: language, homosexual relationships
Summary: Billy discovers he is in love with a boy and this brings a lot of trouble.
Notes: here we are after a long eternity, I owe an apology to those who have been waiting for this update for all this time and I'll spare you the usual excuses (RL, Pornazzi Amanda and that took me more than it should , performance anxiety writers, deep hatred for the chapters that did not want more to come later ... oops, maybe in the end I save them to you;]]) wishing you a good read.

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Billy wakes up with a smile unusual for a morning when to go to school. He opens his eyes and the first thought that inflames the heart with a flame that is excited Franz asked him to leave and he's really said yes.
squirms a bit 'in bed stretching and running his hands on to wake up, too bad slip on his belly and then on the boxer who begin to come alive. Billy smiles a notch more mischievous and let the thoughts flow on the memory of warm lips and soft Franz, his chest broad and solid, its scent, all details that have been blessed the night before, and then to call the memory every time I watched him guilty in his dressing room while he changed or was having a shower. The vision of the naked body of Franz's head and exploded in the bottom of the stomach making him moan with a strained sigh. At the precise moment that reaches out and touches herself, her cell phone rings for an incoming message that makes him move away from the wrist to instinct. He shakes his head, chuckling with surprise and then stretch your fingers to retrieve the phone from the nightstand. It fits better in bed curled in a blanket and opens the curious message.

Hi, puppy. Take me for a maniac when I say that I do is think about the moment when you kiss? F.

Billy's smile is tinged with a streak of tenderness and excitement and so is quick to respond biting his lip.

Maybe this thing go slowly with kisses, ok? I have yet to get used to the fact that you do not have boobs! ;) B.

The response comes after a few minutes, just when Billy fights with the alarm on your phone. There a moment of panic when he thinks he has lost the message, but then he recovers and gets out of bed and began to dress.

Hey, on the other hand I respect all of the chest, you know? Do not worry I will not do anything you wont, I promise.

greedy smiles and licks his lips at the thought of body sensation in the fingers of Franz. Fortunately, the only one who gets up so early and none of his family can see the light in his eyes and sighs to be overly warm in the morning every school. As for who wants to enjoy the feeling of having a cuddly little secret you should not make a move to to be late. So he was able to answer only planted on the bus with headphones in his ears to keep the world a little 'far as he tries to wake up slowly.

'm schizophrenic, I know, but now I've made you curious to hear how they are toned and your chest ... your hot sweaty skin. Blush.

But it must wait until the interval mid-morning to read the reply of the boy, spending all the time between messaggino and the other to look at the phone every two minutes torturing her lips with his teeth.

Arg! I 're taking revenge, right? Now I can no longer out of my head the image of you ... Well I caress.

The game is fun and it keeps him on tenterhooks as it had never happened before. It is a sort of courtship that has never experienced, highly charged and, together, a lot of fun to guess which barely rules and boundaries.

Scusascusascusa! It is not revenge ... only that the idea of being able to think of yourself without feeling guilty ... I apologize J blizzard, do not know with the guys. L

past few minutes and already his cell phone returns the messaggino the other boy.

No hurry, no worries. I really like to know what you think of me as someone ... desirable.

A shiver runs down your back when Billy comes to mind often when it lingers on the mind and Franz made his with a smile sms particularly inconvenient with a malice that increases as the exchange proceeds.

Uh, do not think I'm a maniac, but I also do other things while I think of you. It's funny ... no offense.

It is normal that it is strange for you. Do not worry, do not insult me for certain whether tell me you do more.

is strange for me to think of a male. That's it. Sorry to be so clumsy, I wonder what you would expect yourself.

I do not expect anything, really. Oh God, I admit that I did some little thought, but I'd never do anything to scare you, I am a gentleman. Less

gentleman, is disturbing and I feel like a woman! Knowing what might happen would help me relax ... I hope to avoid a fight this time.

The first thought I had was that when I get my hands on it will not be to beat;) Look, seriously, are you sure you want to know? And are you alone?

Look, it's just a game, no? Nothing we say will be mandatory to do tonight, right? If so, then yes, I'm alone, and yes, I know.

shame that Billy should postpone the reading of the response at the end of lessons, not just because the actual time, and permission, of course, have a look at his cell phone during school hours. Also because her friends have decided that that bruise on the cheekbone requires an in-depth and very worried. So he is amused to explain that he had a falling out hard in the gym making them as a brood of chicks peeping just out from the eggs.
Of course, when the last bell rings, he pulls out the phone and tries feverishly the last message received. He greets his teammates make fun, while you enjoy the law and close the bottom of the stomach at the thought of putting into practice the fantasies of Francis.

I would kiss you. You really attractive lips, you know? Caresses your face while you suck it out with plenty of quiet to enjoy the moment. You do not know how many times I've dreamed of. And then ... then declined to make you long to caress your back and a somewhat 'more discreet on the ass ...

A shiver runs on the skin as if the phantom fingers were stroking and teasing at that moment when a tiny moan escapes from her lips parted, eyes widen and embarrassed glances around to see if someone on ' bus has noticed his pants underwear. Fortunately, no one seems to watch and so goes back to concentrating on its small exchange of teasing provocation.

I must be honest and admit the thrill of excitement that your words have on? I can only tell you that I'm the voice in certain situations;)

God, I would like to hear from you. Indeed, I hope to hear from you soon. And you? What would you do?

risk of tripping on the step of the bus trying to get out without taking his eyes from the display of the phone and dials the message almost without looking at where it goes. Fortunately it is on the way home and the steps seem to follow a path already unconscious. She bites her lip and thoroughly re-read his statement a few times before taking a deep breath and send it with a bit of embarrassment and a lot of excitement that flows on the skin.

I wish I had the courage to go with the tips of your fingers, soft lips, throat, sternum, toned abs, navel and ... I would not stop the hand.

Okay, now never be able to concentrate on anything and just think about your hand naughty. I wanted to enjoy more of the kiss you gave me, I wanted to feel your taste.

The thought of your lips and your tongue I will explore the fantasy that I torture you throughout the day. I'm not blushing.

Too bad, you have to be very cute when you blush. I would now give you the kiss that I promised you. I'm looking forward to tonight to finally do it.

thanks Billy, for once, his lucky star continues to smile at him and he was having lunch alone without even having to give a convincing explanation for the black eye, definitely does not have, and without having to give up the phone for a minimum of education. The exchange of text messages tells a story of longing and nervous expectation fun going on for the evening and Billy is torn between the excitement and slight anxiety for the news.

I can not wait for tonight and I'm terrified and I do not speak of the training. How we organize ourselves? A kiss.

Find somehow relaxing transferring the burden of organization and management Franz evening, even if Billy knows he is a control freak at times, feels he can trust because some skin will take care of him the best.

Well, I would say the first workout, then pizza and a walk in the park, so we can keep your hands to yourself;) what do you say? A kiss, puppy.

Do not call me baby! :) Perfect organization. Listen, do me a favor? Do not wait to take a shower, okay? Blush.

The thought of taking a shower with Franz's blows up a lot of inappropriate thoughts in my head. Now that may not need to feel guilty or strange just because a man makes him itch their hands want to touch-and-touch, know to be a few inches from the guy who wants to put him in any way embarrassed. Topics that might just disgraced before the entire team just because they can resist the smile and the lips of Franz since he knows that his desire is reciprocated. The confirmation of the other
messaggino his own desires and do restart the game malicious.

XDD Why? Problems to stay out of my shower?

Have you ever thought of doing it seriously? I say slip into the shower with me? I I wash your back ...

all times. And you certainly will not help when you went away forever around naked, even if ... Well, I can not complain.

Definitely Billy is very difficult to concentrate on the study setting every few minutes the phone, longing for a move to give the watch to arrive early and make the hours of training. At some point, however, including a study of function and another for dirty messaggino Franz, he realizes that he has yet to find a decent excuse to stay out late. He chews a bit 'lips doubtfully, then decide to call who had always governed the game in a complicated way. At the first ring
Daniel would simply rip the plug from the wall to shut up the confusion, the second asks why he should get out of bed where he sleeps on Ephram's having made love, the third begins to worry because no one at work know the house number, which is only used by the family. In the fourth, very reluctantly, after giving a kiss on the temple to Ephram and it reassured him that it would take a little and go to sleep, he decides to stand up and take the cordless phone and a drink. Take a look at the caller ID and no wonder that comes from Paco's house, since no later than yesterday puppy had decided all of a sudden, perhaps the exploration of homosexuality. That is why, after his first entertainment was certainly not surprised to hear the voice of his nephew William.
"Hello, uncle." The tone of Billy amuses him very cautiously for two reasons: one is because, of course, still does not know which uncle is talking foolishly romantic-Dan is that he and Ephram are more ; or less the same voice on the phone, and the other is the typical tone of one about to ask a favor that could ritorcerglisi against.
"I'm Uncle Dan, Billy ..." puts an end even before they begin to talk of ballet only futile to guess the identity of the interlocutor and then asks reminder "There's something wrong, honey ? Have you discussed again with Franz? "
better get right down to it before the boy is lost, as usual, in various speeches for not addressing the problem.
"Hello, uncle!" Dan smiles for the joyful tone of Billy when he recognizes and is moved when it lowers the tone to explain his problem. "I was wondering if, well, I have a little help. "
Billy pauses that Dan recognized as the most classic moments and then continues to take courage. "Tonight, after workout ... we go out, that he asked me out for a pizza and I, of course, I said yes. "
When Dan is silent, waiting for Billy to explain, the other goes in the pile up panic ideas and words.
"No, no ... I was a mess of thoughts in my head. Shit, Uncle! It's a boy, that is ... Well, you know, no, no tits e. .. e. .. Well, you know, no. "
Dan smiles even more, touched, and replied nonchalantly apparently because the boy begins to make peace with the idea of seriously exciting to find a man.
"Yes, it has something more, but do not combine to force anything, right? Mica forces you. "
" No, indeed, is a gentleman too well ... "more mature
The man can not resist a giggle at the implied malice, but declined to comment to focus on one problem at a time.
"Do not worry. You can also just go out to dinner, right? "
"Well, yes, yes! However, the problem is that I like dick I say to Daddy? "Dan
not even need to think about too much about before finding an easy and clean for their beloved grandson.
"Uhm ... if you do not want to explain anything yet, you can always say you go out with us ... "is a mischievous little break and then concludes" ... and we spent the evening doing other things. "
" I too! "
the very moment in which Billy replies with a sure and decisive tone, Dan laughs by pretending to be surprised shocked for the game.
"Really?"
But what really makes him laugh is awkward and tense reaction to Billy.
"Oh my God ... no, I said! "
" Yes it is. Pig! "Replies jokingly as he opens the fridge with his phone between shoulder and ear to pour a little 'cold milk. Receives the reply to discount Billy with a smile and a few words to calm him.
"Nooo, that is ..."
"You do not see the time, but you're terrified. You normal to be afraid of something that you do not know. "
" I'm not afraid ... "he huffed and Billy then goes quickly," is all the attraction I feel for him, which is a male and not has tits and is made equal to me, that leaves me blown away. "
" Stop with this fact of tits, the male body is just as beautiful and exciting, you know? "
Billy laughs and teases her uncle.
"You suck ... of 'the truth! "
Dan sulking before answering.
"Yes, a bit 'yeah! "Billy does a
amused smile again reassured by the advice of his uncle and playful replica quiet.
"To me, however, until last week were crazy and even this morning I leaned in to look around the neckline of Federica; is strange to know that I'm attracted to both sexes, that's all."
"It is normal we do the corn ... forced to touch you! "
Dan enjoys the laugh of his grandson and then his return to the obvious speech that upsets him more than a couple of days now.
"I hate to think that even if I have already had sex with a woman, I still find to be a virgin again .... "What
of virginity is a very sensitive , not so much to Dan that his first time he lived with great care and entertainment, but Ephram, still concerned that someone else lives his youth made up of many little boys and love. Daniel picks up ideas for a moment, because he knows he has to say the right thing without annoy a guy who wants to be a man. Takes a deep breath and then gently suggested his idea.
"Do you think you have two chances of losing your virginity, you have thrown a a bit 'at the first opportunity to see this fully enjoy it. "
Dan has a very romantic idea of sex, very feminine, related to its past experience and its relationship happy and satisfied with Ephram, but he also knows that Billy is , a boy sure of his ideas and therefore does not discuss when hasty reply.
"Hey, it was just sex ..." and then continues in a practical way, "listen, I will not lose my virginity tonight, I hope. My problem is how to tell Dad that the rest out for dinner, never did stories for a beer, but I would stay out of most, if possible, and not just to have time infrattarci but, well, to talk a bit 'of this whole thing between us. "
Dan answers already safe with the cell phone in hand ready to send a message Page.
"I told you to go out with him that we will trust."
The pause is suspicious of his uncle, the boy and he does respond.
"Hey, you seem a bit 'too sure ... is not that I hide something? "
Dan brings out the tone of a responsible adult and, together, affectionate uncle who has always had an effect on her nephew.
"We will ask for confirmation and we will keep you playing, I know your father. "
And, once convinced the boy, greets him and dispatches a messaggino the best friend of her husband.

Whatever you say to the bruise and tonight, you credigli. We'll tell us.

***

Paco has not returned home happy. Definitely the messaggino Dan did not make him happy, and if were not for him, he would precipitate in the smallest room of his boys to extort by force what the hell happened. But the experience of the first with his first-born silent and then all the cries of her child every time he came into the room or bathroom without knocking taught him to wait patience with the unfolding of events. Ultrasonic still remembers the screams of her daughter who's railed against asking the support of his mother against his unworthy invasion of privacy, but also the embarrassment of having to endure the lessons of lights that had taken him aside and instructed him quietly and seriously about how to deal with the delicate period of their small - not so small - with the same tone in which the blaster shall notify the basic characteristics of the bomb in front of him.
That is not entered in the step of charging the boy's room demanding an explanation, but has contented mumbling a greeting from the desk without Billy turned, caught, hopefully Paco, by the study. Decides that the only tactic is a good retreat to play a bit 'with the computer waiting for the explanation that someone owes him.
When the chat window lights to signal an incoming message, Paco does not make us much attention, got groped by how to beat the record of Lights in one of those silly little games that are online. But the annoying trill of the program responds with a grunt and a snort that was enchanted Franz resigned to the devastating resemblance to those he feels do even the smallest of the boys Castoldi.
Paco
definitively renounces his record when he realizes that Daniel has that look in chat. Dan, explain to me what happened last night in my son? It is a week that goes around thoughtful and cranky last night and went to bed almost without saying goodbye.
Paco can almost imagine the smile surprised to Dan for his offhand attitude that changes quickly when it's nasty in a gradient from an exchange of greetings ironic consolidated.
Hello to you too, James!
Good morning to you, fag! But every time we have to do 'I'm theater?
I told you, I love your name, it's you that you feel taken for a ride.
is a silly little game that has been going on for years. Virtually no one uses the full name of Paco, except his wife, very private moments, - since he discovered early in its history with Ephram - and Daniel, is nevertheless a very popular name for a male ether iron bar as the best friend slash roommate watchdog man with whom he had fallen in love. You know perfectly well that
Luci loves to use my name when we make love ...
What is it, sometimes you capita la sovrapposizione delle immagini mia e di Luci?
Non farmici pensare!!!
Dan scoppia a ridere per la reazione scandalizzata di Paco e calca il tono.
Ma allora è vero! Allora avevo ragione quando dicevo che sotto sotto pure tu...
Certo a Daniel non è mai venuto in mente di pensare che Paco sia interessato agli uomini ed è per quello che trova sorprendente tutta la foga con cui l’altro difende il proprio onore.
NO!!! Non è vero! Bastardo…
Dai che lo so che mi adori!
Paco lascia che un ghigno gli colori la faccia di un’espressione a bit 'more mischievous before pretending to answer a warmer tone.
Hey, at most know it, who is the only man to try?
Dan's eyes went from making horror proud to explode in indignation.
Fuck you, Paco! We think not!
The smile of James becomes more fun while Dan reacts as usual to his provocations. Paco never admit it, but all the jealousy that Dan shows for Ephram, after more than twenty years of report, warms the heart and makes him think that his friend has a more fraternal man that is finally as it deserves.
What? Now it bothers you that too ... underneath ...
Asshole!
explodes again the other sulking and then continues in polemical tone.
And then gives me some discomfort that you are more queer to me, it bothers me in the end your continuous tried it with my Ephram! You know it, that'll cut your balls if only we try?
Paco laughs so hard to do call from his son in the other room, then returns to the conversation in a tone a bit 'less malicious but still fun Dan
to reassure you the same old fairy adorable! Would there be any danger if Ephram had a little 'tits and a vagina, baby.
Dan tasty bites his lips at the thought of the naked body of her husband.
Luckily I can vouch for its delicious and its really good penis testicles.
Paco shudders slightly surprised and disgusted to the image, replicating.
Another thing that, immediately before dinner, I did not want to think!
Dan chuckles and Paco back to tease for fun, knowing that the man did not let him go without a response in kind.
your fault! I love still scandalized after all these years.
scandalized? I?
Yes!
Treasury, who was first lady offended by scenes when we brought the children to the nudist beach?
Just because I have a sense of privacy. They were kids! We have traumatized, poor children.
I see how my children are traumatized ...
Dan snorts strong in the direction of the laptop and if he had put his nose in front of Paco's like a real princess with the pea before muttering something that looks very much in what he writes in chat .
Oh, look, I can not help it if I ... ashamed!
Paco is outrageously funny with an increasingly brazen Dan that transforms shyness quickly when they know to be safe. Paco, years later, he realized that Daniel deals with the life of his chest to hide a certain amount of insecurity, an attitude that makes the eyes of her husband even more lovable and, consequently, also turns on the affection in Paco, unable to refrain from pouring all his protective instincts about who also Ephram has chosen for himself.
But dear, you have nothing to be ashamed of, indeed.
Paco has learned over the years to take very relaxed and joke about things like attraction and flirtation, fun to surprise a lot Dan
Arg! Do not be marpione with me, you're disturbing.
But cooome? I have always had a secret passion for you and my ruthless court to Ephram was just a way to reach you!
No, it was just to make me angry and then I fell in love with and faithful to my Ephram.
No, really? So break my heart.
Okay, enough, I swear that you are disturbing.
Paco steals one last laugh at the reaction upset and jealous of Dan, and then come seriously to take care of his kid.
Vabeh, the tears! Look, seriously ...
must be a bit 'of violence for many reasons, one having to ask for help at all to protect one of its children, since it is a proud man and has always been regarded as an attentive father and present.
If there was something wrong with Billy, and he did not want to talk to us ... well, hey, as long as they talk to someone trusted to be good. Even if you ...
Dan takes a few seconds to untangle the meaning of the bits put together sentences that Paco and answers the question implied joke about it a bit '.
But how much you asshole! Sta ' quiet, Billy is doing well.
Paco is not satisfied with a simple reassurance, wants to know what is really happening to her son, insists that a bit '.
Billy You're not mess with the school ... or drugs, or cock, girls?
Dan is torn between the need to protect the sacred bond of trust and responsibility it has towards the boy, even if it means lying to him and tell everything to his parents. In the end, to ward off their sense of guilt, tries again to reassure Paco hoping it does not ask for more.
No, do not worry. You a boy in the leg and needed some advice, that's all. She's smart and you have grown up beautifully, do not worry.
Paco, as Daniel was expected deep down, do not let go and insists on knowing.
Why did not come from us? We have always talked about everything.
Paco's tone seems to Dan so upset and worried about him sigh of participation. He takes a deep breath and then the hook because the other you get there alone.
There are things that their parents do not want to talk, it is not yet ready to talk with you ...
pass at least twenty seconds before Paco replicate in disbelief.
We never had trouble talking about sex ...
I spend another ten before Paco grasp the implied and write clearly altered.
There is something of which we know nothing? And fuck, you, yes?
Dan knows that Paco did not take it well, whatever he's thinking at that time. It is clear that they are talking about something that man did not expect the least of his children, because there were no signals that could come to doubt any of them. Daniel now knows that he must just stay calm, because if he knows at least the best friend of her husband will say something you regret immediately carried away by the enthusiasm and concern.
Yes, yesterday we talked about something, but ... trust me, it's nothing to worry about. It is a teenager, do not get a thousand of your film. Nothing happened, I swear.
Paco gasps. A hit like that really did not expect and will react aggressively as always happens when you do not know how to deal with the unexpected. Beats on the keys with a fury who would like to convey to his interlocutor, if he were at that time certainly Dan growled.
No, apart from discovering his godparents wonderful that your son is a fag ... other than that, it did not happen anything.
When you read the reply Dan bites bottom lip and nails in the palm tree does not get to scream and pass himself off the urge to punch. But then he realizes that Paco is a friend and should definitely be shocked to react like that. So grab the phone to Ephram, just because it is the one most at your fingertips, slide Heading the call and starts. The time a couple of rings and then the voice of a contrite and tiny Paco begins quickly.
"Sorry ..."
Dan for a while enjoying the tone of the other depressed because he is right and the other man is wrong, but then becomes an adult and not sneaking much.
"You're a moron and your son is not a fag or at least not completely." He pauses for
groped to come together and find a common strategy.
"Look, you let him the time he needs and let them understand that when it hit me decide to tell you. "
" No, I do not beat you, but you're stupid? "
immediate and heartfelt response of Paco softens Dan as a father is sweet and worried. He always thought that Paco is a man who defended tooth and nail the people he loves and would do anything to make them happy.
Daniel takes a moment to respond calmly.
"He was terrified to make you angry. I told her that you're not the type, but I do not think I have listened. "Paco
snorts and then resigned to justify his previous unhappy exit.
"Hey, sorry about before, right? You know how I am. "
" Stop. Yes, I know how you did so I'm not offended. Again, you're an idiot and if you get angry, offended parties. It's all okay, I did not have power. "
" He's my son and I worry. "
The tone of Paco, a tiny, anxious, almost makes chirping Dan Luckily its only almost , otherwise Paco would have taken for a ride to die for the display of frivolous femininity. Having recovered from the failure of gay, replied in a tone that wants to make sure their skills and responsibilities.
"I know, is normal, but here we are, right? Do not leave it alone. Ephram would never allow him to do his mistakes and even myself. "
A Paco no choice but to sigh resignedly and rely on them.
"Hey, you think you, then? Take a look at your godson? "
Dan responds immediately and with enthusiasm.
"Sure!"
"It's really frustrating not being able to do anything ..."
"Let him time to figure out what he wants, when he will decide for you. It is more like Ephram to what we thought, you know? We shall much privacy, you do not say anything. "
Paco takes a breath that seems a bit 'more calm and respond with a thoughtful tone.
"Well, I know it has a funny way of being reserved. It's the only guy who has no problem on the beach nudists and locks the bathroom door when the shower ... "
Paco is a little time thinking about what she said and then the shot changes a little bit pointed comments.
"Oops, did not close because the shower ..."
fun and a confirmation of Dan asks a question much rhetoric.
"But as we saw killer of as kids? "But what really
Paco does not expect the answer is a bit 'too honest for his taste.
"Um, I do not remember but definitely much. But right now I much prefer me to your best friend! "
Dan enjoys the ways in which Paco choked trying to swallow the very unwelcome surprise and then gets more attention when the man tries not to die of embarrassment.
"Arg, you bastard! Thus in treason, not true! Hey, I have another favor to ask ... that effort. "
" Come on, you'll make! "
It urges them to continue to have the satisfaction of using a amused tone, gloating to all hesitation and discomfort they feel in the voice of the other.
"Bastard! So, Billy knows how to work with a woman ... I do not believe they are going to ask you. "
Dan's smile cat that ate the bird becomes huge and almost embarrassed to be so damn amazed by the situation.
"Siiiii?" Paco
loud snorts and replies with a mock serious tone.
"I told you I hate you, today? "
" Billy told me yesterday, that is? "
Replica immediately with cheerful voice.
"He's my son! I am proud. "Paco takes a break and then throw out what the press ask him. Dan, of course, he could tell him without him suffer so much, but there would be no fun for him. "Look, we know both that Ephram is a pig in bed, but has trouble talking about it seriously ..."
"Hey, do you know?"
Dan snorts jealous.
"Your boyfriend says more than it should ... "
Paco responds immediately assuming that the other knows it, so it is surprising that almost dreamy tone with which Dan replies.
"This did not expect, here. My little slut ... "
" What? That talking about sex between us? "
" No, that tells what we do ... the more I thought so. "
Paco holds thoughtful for a moment but then she confides.
"God, I should not tell you because lights kill me, but guess who told her how to do blowjob decent? "
The stunned silence and then blurt surprised Dan puts much alarm in Paco.
"Fuck it, then it is true that the better you did Ephram!" Paco
remains frozen to discover that an incident that was thought to be kept private between him and his best friend was, instead, well, domain public.
"Shit, I told you that?"
distress calls, but Dan answered with total confidence.
"Paco, you have secrets with lights?"
"No. .. except this. "The tone of Dan
automatically loses the coloring ironic which usually turns to Paco, in the subtle game of jealousy and hostility that has as a close friend of the heart and deep love of the other, to take a touch more careful and concerned when it realizes that it is not , a topic on which you can play safely.
"Why do not you tell him? Look, it's been years. "
The long silence of Paco is afraid to Dan the man decides to wriggling from the speech with a joke for not addressing the emotional burden that they bring up the past could unleash. They fought often on his way to avoid the serious talk with jokes that lighten the tone. Dan regret that Paco does not want to trust him in years, but at the same time, he knows what it means to maintain a facade of joker in order not to worry about others and cope with their grief and their fears alone.
Paco takes a breath and murmured softly, as a justification.
"Because we were not together and are cocks Ephram ..." Daniel smiles
Paco moved to yet another attempt to protect, even after many years, Ephram, and safeguard their privacy, the confidentiality that Ephram had always defended nails and teeth. But her husband is and he knows how this story really has carried out; sees no need for Paco face the knight and serving it on him all the responsibility. Replied in a tone a notch more gruff and dismissive to hide the emotion.
"Even we were together, but he told me because he trusted. It was an episode without weight, only one of its moments of depression ... I know you wont tell him why Ephram is one thing, but you were there, is something that concerns you, too, no? " Paco and minimizes
snorts.
"It was just a blowjob ... uh, half a blow job. "
not Dan give up and reply on the same line.
"No one's stopping you from telling your wife, your only experience of man," makes a small break and then joked, "maybe you happy!" Paco
giggles and replies with a mischievous joke.
"Hey, what do you know that my only experience?"
Dan raises an ironic eyebrow and then follows the beginning a playfully affectionate exchange.
"Paco, please, but if you just talk about it sends you into panic! The only way is to talk about teasing. "
" Caught. "
" Shit, after twenty-five years I just knew you! "
Dan loves to be right but gasps response of Paco.
"After twenty-five years, I trust you to point to entrust my child, even if this means that there will be hidden important moments of his life ... and twenty-five years ago I trusted you enough to rely Ephram. "
Dan takes a few seconds to recover and still his voice cracked with emotion comes out.
... I know e. .. thank you. "
Paco does a smile and takes a bit 'around to dilute the intense atmosphere.
"Please. Hey, now do not move you, shrinking violet. "
Dan recovers quickly and unleashes one of their most classic entr'actes idiots, who are, after all, the way they say they value and what you are fond of each other despite our differences.
"Asshole."
"Hey, I love you too!"
"Do not cry not me."
"Nah, never."
"Fuck!"
"It could please me? "
" I say yes! "Paco
holds back her laughter when it offers the ultimate thrust of this exchange mischievous.
"We offer for me to experience? Have you always wanted to put me under. "
Dan acknowledges the joke and give him the rope.
"Gee, if there were no lights ... and Ephram, for that matter. I believe that we live skinning. "Paco
snorts his fun and gloss.
"So I keep my baby close and my virginity."
To which Dan replied in kind.
"Behold, the better. So I keep my boy and my promiscuity! "
playful and relaxed atmosphere on the availability Dan, Paco try to bring up the subject on his little boy with all the dose of embarrassment that a straight man and a father has for this type of argument. Dan, used to catch every change of tone, humor him and try to facilitate them to cross the finishing speeches.
"Instead, I wanted to ask ..."
"Tell me!"
... Ephram is embarrassed to do serious talk ... "
" I understand. "
" ... but if that fool of my little monster ... "
" I take off my embarrassment. "
" had need ... "
" I talk to him I sex. "
Thank You Gratitude
excessive sensing in the tone of some Paco 'makes him feel guilty and then addresses the question of what have already said, with a little 'cautious, not to totally upset.
"Do not hate me, but yesterday I have already mentioned a little something ..."
"Type?"
"Uhm ... is that he asked me if certain things were wrong and how could he know if he liked, so I gave him some advice. You do not see suddenly come into her room these days, you may forget to close the door .... "Paco
snorts and says almost bored.
"For years, we knock on their doors, there was enough Leone who played with Barbies with his sister." (**)
"Um, well. However, I worry for you, not only for Billy. "
" Why? "
Dan leans on the kitchen table and took a sigh, shaking his head. How do you explain to what Paco said to his son? Does not want us to scream like a novice shocked.
"But you did not understood what I told him to try? "
" No. "
Dan does not know how to make him understand without telling her directly, just simply be thrown away.
"Auto-erotic, Paco. With your fingers. "Seen who has not heard the explosion of outrage and scandal try to check carefully that the man on the other side of the phone is still there. "Uhm ... you're not passed out, right? "Paco
welcomes the information in silence and then reply with total confidence.
"No, I fainted. Daniel, I do not understand what there is so outrageous, is an interesting play ... "Then he realizes what he just confessed and asked with a chuckle. "It's not that you're unconscious you?"
knows that this confidence might somehow disturb the idea of straight iron that Daniel has with him, but repeats that he does to her boyfriend and because, after all is mature enough to admit that Dan feels safe, in a totally irrational if it just takes into account all the sarcastic jokes that were exchanged over the years.
not expected to replicate but Dan tells him simply.
"Once I Ephram caught it when we lived together. He had not realized that I had returned home and had left the bedroom door ajar as usual ... I have the wide open and, well, I was shocked to the point of mumbling an excuse and run away, I have not spoken for days, Ephram not until I faced, apologizing and talking. He explained how it works and I clarified some points on homosexual sex that much ... like I was not clear why a man should have it put in the ass and have it too please! "Chuckles a bit 'and reassured when he heard Dan make a giggle and a sigh in response to what is clearly convinced delicious the practice just mentioned. Paco ends up admitting his confession. "The first person from whom they are left to me and I wanted to try ... well, I guess. "
For a moment, Dan shuddered with horror, because the first person that came to mind is his beautiful and sensual husband, who had a crush for teenage Paco and that very probably has sublimated into strong and lasting friendship. But the moment passes and the rationality of uncertainty takes over, making him say jokingly.
"Lucilla have partied that day!"
And while Paco growls at the clear joke, Dan crush his hand.
"Oh, but I always knew! I've always been right, in under six fennel! "
" Hey! "
He rebels against James and Dan adjusts the shot with a chuckle.
"Bisexual? After all, a practice strictly gay! Oh, how I can get my ass now! "The growl
Paco increases in volume and becomes a threat.
"Look, if you do not shut the phone crying and I go to the third degree to Billy. Certainly, in the heat, sputtanerò my sources telling him that his most perfect uncles, which you can always rely on, only for his own good, gliel'hanno put in the ass. "
If the threat terrifies Daniel, particularly as it to him Ephram would pay for ruining their relationship with the boy only sadistically to have fun with Paco, the last exit of man does it again giggling like a pre-adolescent struggling with his first comic risque. When Paco hears him, he blurts out.
"Do not you dare! Why am I to do it. "
Dan covers his mouth with one hand, eyes wide and Paco expect him to stop breathing quickly to overcome the attack of giggles hysterics before feeling satisfied at last.
"Should I talk to Billy? Uh, and when should I tell him? Among I'll take you to football? and your mother made the dumplings for dinner!, M Hagar stand there quite a Ephram know that your uncle has threatened to make me a heart attack woke up with a great blowjob? "
Dan thought of yet another assist in Paco and try to give him some advice, too bad that once again the threads of thought of two men accavallino.
"You now leave him alone when he comes to you and I will tell you, you tell him you're not so much a stranger to that world."
"Well, I remember with some affection Ephram's mouth." Replication with a Paco fintissima dreamily while Dan follows the memory of the discussion he had with the boy.
"... says he does not want to talk about until it is safe and until there is a guy who wants to take home." Then he takes the beat and growls. "Arg, Paco!"
"Sorry, it was too easy to get so angry."
"Asshole!"
Paco laughs heartily jealous of Dan's reaction, quite stirred up, and then try to change the subject to calm tempers.
"So you tell me what happened with Billy without all this reticence?"
Dan realizes that he spent more time trying to keep Paco unaware that what he really spent to explain all the matter. So she decides to do a quick summary telling Billy that he had contacted them to let them know of his crush on a fellow football and begging them to come and see if it was at least vaguely interested or sexual orientation right. Paco
listened attentively to him, but then, the story of the game, he blurts out.
"Oh my God, he asked you? Ephram did not? "
Dan replied ironically.
"Yes, and you manage to vedertelo Ephram trying to figure out if a guy is gay or not? Do you remember that Ephram kissed you! TE! Hoping that I was gay! Ephram's got the radar calibrated bad! "
Both men burst out laughing heartily at the misfortune has become family legend of Ephram and his gay radar always help. Paco shooting first and then surprised Dan with a compliment.
"Poor puppy, luckily you've taken it on you ... otherwise who knows with whom it happened, "Dan
melts at the thought of what has been blessed by Ephram luck in meeting every day and thank those who took care of her husband before they chose.
"you would not leave, you'd be able to close it in his room all their lives to protect him. It is lucky to have had close, you know, right? "And if
Paco smiles at the thought that he was proud to Ephram a small haven of peace where to rest his troubles, it certainly can not afford to let Dan think is sloppy. So do not just have the ironic reply.
"Uh, how sweet! If you hope to tell you that was lucky to find you, you can expect to become straight. "
"But I know that we were lucky to find each other. There is nobody better than him for me! "
" Oh my God ... I'm throwing up in a corner. Silly woman! "
" Asshole, thou hast called poor puppy! "
" I deny it firmly. "Replica Paco sure, but then realizes that he told a silly and adjusts shot feigning indifference . "I call puppy my children twenty-three and eighteen years who are taller and at least one, bigger than me."
course Dan does not miss the opportunity and responds ironically unleashed yet another verbal brawl.
"You have a heart of cream, but what a great daddy you are!"
"And you're a complete bastard!"
"Thanks."
"Hey, come here and let you see who is ; a good daddy! "
" ... even with indecent proposals? See what I mean Light! "
" Yes, and she replied that lends me if you can look! "Laughs Dan
While fully recognizing the most likely reaction Lucilla, Paco returns to serious again and asked for reassurance and control his son.
"Then you look at your boyfriend? Not be deceived, do not make the heart into strips and that no face-fucked by a heartless bastard? "
Dan bites her lip and sincere answers.
"Paco, rather than tell him not to go to bed now I can not do. You know that is his choice who lose their virginity. "Paco
very pained grimaces and replies with a sigh in anguish.
"I do not think farmici, please. It's still a kid playing football in the yard. "
"Paco, is eighteen years old, is no longer a child."
"No, not you, do not tear my illusion!"
Dan biting his lips, yet again, uncertain whether again violating the confidences of the boy for his own good, but then he throws.
"Um, Paco, but you know it that Billy is no longer a virgin? At least with the girls. "
Paco sighed deeply, then reply with some regret.
"How can you say that?"
At that point, Dan feels bad for having been given notice of its kind in boy's father and replication guilty.
"I thought I knew ..." Paco
bursts out laughing heartily, and then reassures the other.
"Yes, I know ..."
"Asshole! I thought I had screwed up, I've already said too much and when Billy finds out kills me. "
" No, I need someone who can be trusted and if he trusts you, to us is fine. Obviously I will talk about with lights. "
" Yes, I think it is better, but please do not let it interfere. "
Paco is lost because the last words of Dan begins to hear noises typical of a late adolescent who runs the house, preparing to pretend that there is nothing strange about the likely bruise on the face of his boy. Must breathe deeply to calm down and not get carried away by his usual mania to take the situation head on and demand the immediate and complete explanations. He realized that this is the wrong reaction, and that Billy could simply shut like a clam with anyone, even with his uncles, if found out who betrayed her trust, and this is definitely the worst that could happen. When do you have under control of his father's anguish, Dan greets his son to find and apply before it comes out.
"Look, I'm going ... I feel it messing with the preparations, the stock market. So good pizza, I guess. "
Dan does a little laugh and appreciates the effort of 'honest and upright Paco nell'assecondare complicated their plans and desperate for help just as much as possible for her boyfriend. The pop a kiss into the microphone and then reassures him greeting.
"It's' quiet, we'll do the toad. A kiss, Jacob. "
" All right, then soon, fag! "Paco
concludes, closing down the conversation.



*** A little later, in the kitchen home Castoldi, wanders pensively a nervous boy intent on hiding their anxiety dall'insalatiera nibble. Paco looks like a lost soul wandering around and every time he lifts his face over him you squeeze the heart on seeing the black bruise on the cheek of her boyfriend.
They just made the speech about how success and Paco hopes of having pretended to drink well the blatant lie of his son, because it is not really possible to shrink the face against a lamppost so only for inattention. She trimmed the boy the usual recommendations, did a little 'the mischievous by suggesting that you should not continue to set people on the street does not want injury, enjoying a bit of malice the unconscious exploded redness on the face of Billy, and then dismissed him with a snort and an impatient gesture for the disasters that can make awkward adolescents.
Now if he finds his feet while preparing dinner. Billy tries to find the courage and the way to tell a blatant dancing to his father to do something really outrageous, at least in the mind of an eighteen year old boy. He clears his throat a few times before pulling out a whisper.
"Hey, pa '... in a while 'I'm going to workout. Aunt and uncle to pick us up later for a pizza, okay? "
" A pizza with his aunt and uncle? And why? "The answer
Paco, hiding her smile with her eyes poking heard in the refrigerator. Billy takes a deep breath before replying a bit 'more relaxed.
"Boh, say they spend little time with me and wanted to talk a bit '." He sighed resigned to his fate and then goes on more and more tense. "They did a straight face when I told him that crashed into a pole last night, Uncle Ephram was all worried about the black eye, you know how it is made that queer hysterical!"
concludes by showing the first symptoms panic because no longer knows how to get out.
"Hey, moderator of the terms! You know I do not accept certain attitudes, "he blurts out his father
really annoyed this time.
"But you say it too ..." replied the boy
surprised by the reaction. Paco comes up and grabs his face with a little 'rudeness to watch one of the cheekbone.
"You were just lost in thought not to see that pole, eh?" Change the subject with a snort.
"Ouch, does' plan ..." Billy shakes his eyes and holds his breath waiting for the pain. When he realizes that his father has no intention of touching the bruise, squints eyes with caution and replication. "I was just tired after the game ..." Paco
stares at him a bit 'and then throws him out and give him the permission. "Okay, you can go, I tell your mother."
Billy does a grateful smile and respond. "Ok, thanks. Now I am going, otherwise arrive late. "



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